Helper & Joy:)

Today was great! haha

I accompanied my mum to Vivo city in the afternoon. She bought a new 3G phone and needed to change her sim card to a 3G sim card! haha actually was lazy to go as I'm really tired. haha but it's LOVE cause I'm also afraid that she will be alone and all:) So I shall be good to go with her! hah it's fun being out with Mummy! You know what, we were at the starhub counter and there they placed lots or free starhub sweets! And my mum wanted them and we took quite many of them! Mum says my brother likes them!

After that we went for lunch! She ordered claypot laksa that cost $6.90! But it's really nice! After which we went round walking and shopping for awhile:) There we go! To Candy Empire! I saw this frog shape cadbury chocolate! I want them! actually wanted to pay for myself but my mum was so SWEET that she said she pay for it! Suddenly I felt so loved!:D It's the FIRST time I felt this way! hahaha

After that mum went home and I went to GM:) Kaiping went home early so didn't see her. And Lycia have singspiration practice and left me and germin in the gb room:) Well, we have fun chatting and talking to each other! hah I call her to teach me some steps of her Chinese dance but I cant do any of them! I think I'm lacking of this feel of you know you know. I don't really know how to explain it. heehee

And there I go dancing! I just feel so joyful and happy just dancing around! Even though I look like some kind of retarded and forgotten some steps of the songs that I learnt before but it's ok cause it's just me and God! I just felt so free just now! And dancing to christian songs that I've not learn before:)

I went online ytd to watch the sermon on Gideon - Winning when I don't feel like a Warrior. God spoke right to my heart and I cried. That God always have a better opinion about me! So don't look down on myself. For the past few days, I felt rather disturbed within that I'm not good enough and felt really insecure. Feeling that people care for others more than me, and I'm not that impt. But Pastor Caleb wants us to say this that struck me:

#I want to make people happy and have them like me, but my sense of worth is not dependent on what others think of me. Jesus has already affirmed my value by His willingness to die for me.

#I will not be controlled by what people think, say, or do. Even if they totally reject me, I will survive. God has promised never to reject me or condemn me as long as I keep believing.

God is helping me to overcome my present circumstances:) thank you Lord! I really need God in my life, not just to help me through but to be the Lord of my Life!